Elizabeth & Jason's Irredeemable Conversations


"I'm the girl who is lost in space, the girl who is disappearing always, forever fading away and receding farther and farther into the background."

-Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation


-2:05 a.m.-
Jason: lizzie
Jason: lizzie wake up
Jason: liz, im gonna keep calling until you text me ok

-2:32 a.m.-
Jason: liz I swear u sleep like a man
Liz: it's 2 in the morning for fuck's sake
Jason: sorry did I wake u?
Liz: no I was baking a cake.
Jason: seriously, did I? Okay go back to sleep.
Liz: YOU WOKE ME UP TO TELL ME TO SLEEP?!
Jason: no. I woke you up so I'd be your last thought before you slept, duh.
Liz: I can't deal with ur flirtation rn I'm going to sleep.

-10:42 a.m.-
Liz: jase
Jason: liz
Liz: nothing
Jason: something
Liz: yeah, something.
Jason: wanna talk about it?
Liz: I don't need a shrink.
Liz: just my best friend.
Jason: going dark again?
Liz: it's always been dark.
Jason: I'll get you a flashlight for your birthday.

-11:02 a.m.-
Jason: liz, it was a joke.
Jason: lizzie c'mon

-11:37 a.m.-
Jason: Elizabeth, I am here open the door.
Jason: don't ignore me I have cupcakes.

-11:43 a.m.-
Liz: you're an ass, you know.
Jason: you opened the door didn't you
Liz: I did. I expect my cupcakes.
Jason: I'm coming. For real this time.
Liz: ok

-5:24 p.m.-
Liz: jase?
Jason: lizzie, stop crying.
Liz: I'm not.
Jason: when you text "jase" it means you're bothered or sad, "jase?" means crying, "Jason" means normal, "jaaaaase" means you have a favor. Why r u crying?
Liz: it's getting darker.
Jason: I'll guide you to the light.
Liz: there is no light.
Jason: then I'll be your light.

-2:05 a.m.-
Jason: Elizabeth, are you still crying?
Liz: not anymore
Jason: stop hurting yourself.
Liz: I don't.
Jason: yeah, right. I saw the cuts.
Jason: don't ignore me.
Jason: liz, please, stop hurting yourself. I know you're not doing great, but lots of people need you around. I need you, okay? Quit it.

-3:21 a.m.-
Jason: I love you, liz.
Liz: don't. I'm going to be gone one day, it'll either be the way to death or the path to a lost soul. I'm not good, I've never been good. I don't even know why and how we're best friends. All I know is that one day, I'll be gone and its not going to be my problem. I'm falling apart.
Jason: liz, don't tell me what to do. You may be crumbling, but I'm here to hold the cracks and keep them from falling and breaking permanently.
Jason: I know it's getting darker. Pls, stay. For me?
Liz: Why do you think I've been holding on for so long? 
Jason: thank you. I love you, Elizabeth.

-7:32 a.m.-
Liz: Jason?
Jason: ah so we're back to Jason.
Liz: Jason this is Karen. Liz's sister.
Jason: what's up? Where's lizzie?
Jason: don't tell me.
Jason: Karen, you're scaring me.
Liz: I'm sorry.

-2:05 a.m.-
Jason: Liz, I'm not mad at you. I know you've been slipping in the shadows long enough. I just wish you tried to hold on longer. I wish I could've done something more. Maybe if I did, you would be yelling at me for waking you up again. Maybe, you would see a flicker of light. I love you and it sucks. I wish you didn't leave me. You warned me. Was it because I said I love you? I won't take that back. I won't ever. I love you.


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